Inability to Sleep / Insomnia

thanks lynx...just back here by myself again.

well, this should help you sleep;

Goddamit. I've been waiting up for a 9gb download to finish when with 50mb left the PSU literally fell out of my PC. Admittedly it's held in with duct tape but only because the screw holes don't line up. Now I need to redownload the whole thing.

fuck...

got eight hours for the first time in 4 weeks last night, now I'm out of things on hulu and its only 230am

christ i couldn't sleep *again *last night. been that way all week. i'm exhausted. and when i do finally drop off i have the most horrifically vivid dreams about my pregnant ex, her deceased father, their now deserted family home, war, horror and horror and horror. it's made my whole week pass in a sort of stumbling traumatised emotional stupour .

Being kept up till stupid o'clock doing crap you really don't want to? Or even just a habitual late night person?

I'm writing a presentation, giving it at 8:30am tomorrow, don't think I will be done till six.

Anyone else out there?

Yes, but I wish I could sleep right now.

I'm on my second red bull, I hate the stuff. Is your little one playing band hero again??

She was asleep and then she woke up. I had to do few things on my laptop, but I think I might go upstairs and lay down with her or she will start playing xbox or pull out or her toys...

never understood where the expression sleeping like a baby comes from...

She does sleep like a baby. Just not at night.

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nice photo :)

fucking morning chorus...

Know the feeling, went to bed at 4:30am, got up at 9am. It's pretty much been like that for the last week and will be until Friday until (if) I finish this project. Six years of architecture training and its come down to the last five days, fml.

FML, here again, anyone else got a late one ahead of them?

Yep. Relentless is the only thing keeping me going this week...

Where are you studying?

Manchester, kid. Not one of those good architecture faculties in London...

have a friend who is studying at UCL doing architecture, sounds fucking mental. hope you can get it all sorted dude. When I did a BSc last year (half way through my medical degree), I remember sitting awake at 3am the night before my dissertation hand in with 3000 words still to write thinking 'how the fuck has it come to this'?!

You know that feeling, when you're riding a caffeine tide and everything is slightly unreal, but your brain is functioning well.
brilliant isn't it?

also why the fuck are people letting off fireworks?

well, at last.
I'm back.
I've missed late nights and early mornings.
I've had six months of lethargia, and sleeping in, and getting to bed earlyish.
now back to normal....
so happy- its nearly exactly 1yr since my last post as well....

time for sleep.......

It ıs 6:30 and I just cannot sleep. Rubbısh.

Rubbish indeed

That is pretty rubbish.