But in 2002 the danger was that the entire team might not make the race the next year if they didn’t get results. Although Vaughters had a contract and wasn’t in danger of getting fired, he wanted to help the team.
“So I was in a place where I was prepared to start doping again,” he says. “I knew by doping I would disappoint Roger, but by doing poorly I would also disappoint Roger.”
http://www.bicycling.com/garmin-insider/featured-stories/exclusive-interview-vaughters-reveals-more-about-his-doping-and-new-?page=0,4
From the horse's mouth. Thank you and fuck you