So three months later - I am still feeling the pain - particularly since I found out that she ran off with the school cook - that smarted let me tell you - as did the string of friendly e-mails which once I found out about the blasted cook read like a list of their first dates all leading up to that weekend away together - - good things have happened too - I found out who my friends were - I have made new friends - infact I have made some very cool new friends - I am getting more spiritually aware and more present in my life - best of all I am reunited with my family that I had spent years pushing away - I can't see me getting a new girl anytime soon though - emotionally I am still all over the place ...buddha
So three months later - I am still feeling the pain - particularly since I found out that she ran off with the school cook - that smarted let me tell you - as did the string of friendly e-mails which once I found out about the blasted cook read like a list of their first dates all leading up to that weekend away together - - good things have happened too - I found out who my friends were - I have made new friends - infact I have made some very cool new friends - I am getting more spiritually aware and more present in my life - best of all I am reunited with my family that I had spent years pushing away - I can't see me getting a new girl anytime soon though - emotionally I am still all over the place ...buddha