Thanks guys. At the beginning of this week I was terrified (visibly so, to the amusement of my colleagues) then I spent a lot of time thinking positive thoughts and imagining myself finishing (positive mental attitude and all that) and got quite excited about it! This evening it's all come crashing down and I feel like crap and just want to cry and hide under my duvet instead of running. Who fucking knows what tomorrow will bring.
Thanks guys. At the beginning of this week I was terrified (visibly so, to the amusement of my colleagues) then I spent a lot of time thinking positive thoughts and imagining myself finishing (positive mental attitude and all that) and got quite excited about it! This evening it's all come crashing down and I feel like crap and just want to cry and hide under my duvet instead of running. Who fucking knows what tomorrow will bring.