I could never understood the decline though. I enjoyed the fun quirky side and I tried to help when things got dark. I honestly tried, nothing I would say worked. A lot of times I'd wish I wasn't his friend, I just didn't have the capacity to deal with it. Then I gave up, I consciously made the decision not to try any more.
Joshua, I'm sorry man.
I could never understood the decline though. I enjoyed the fun quirky side and I tried to help when things got dark. I honestly tried, nothing I would say worked. A lot of times I'd wish I wasn't his friend, I just didn't have the capacity to deal with it. Then I gave up, I consciously made the decision not to try any more.
Joshua, I'm sorry man.