"Oh Shit" moments...

No but seriously i have looked into getting some brake mounts brazed on by superted as the forks were built by him in the first place, it wouldn't look too great but hey it's just a bike i use for commuting and i usually end up cycling slower in the rain to ensure i'd be able to stop if i need to

and lae, maybe it was me, maybe it wasn't, i can't remember

Live fast, die young

But you almost took someone else out with you. The risks have been made really apparent but you selfishly wish to carry on putting others at risk.