Not so much worried, just facing reality. Shattered delusions of fitness and all that. Existential kick in the face from a cleat clad foot and so on and so forth... Yesterday's was all the more filled with self loathing as I'd drank a fair bit of Talisker the night before and I could actually smell it on my sweat. A strange mix of revulsion and wonderment followed...
Not so much worried, just facing reality. Shattered delusions of fitness and all that. Existential kick in the face from a cleat clad foot and so on and so forth... Yesterday's was all the more filled with self loathing as I'd drank a fair bit of Talisker the night before and I could actually smell it on my sweat. A strange mix of revulsion and wonderment followed...