Am I being stupid?

Chin up, there's always work for people in business you just need a really good CV and a positive attitude.
Alternatively you could do what I did at 30 (now) and stop working and spend some savings (supposing you have any). I'm having the time of my life at the moment because I have no long term commitments and can go where I please, even thinking about buggering off to foreign lands at the moment, although i'm wondering if there are any that can provide beer quite like England !

im going to take a month or 2 to decide what i want to do and while im thinking im going to do some volunteer work