Epic fail

On the topic of scary plane experiences= I was on a propeller aeroplane journey (only short and about 45 mins of flying) and it was my first time on a propeller aeroplane with only 3 other people on the flight besides my family(not including the air hostess and pilots) and I was sitting right beside the propeller so my window was just propeller blades.
I thought this was cool and was really excited for getting going and so the other prop got going on the other row across from me and we start moving. I kind of figured that the other one would start up in a couple of seconds, so when we started to taxi I began to get worried. At a point I thought we were on the actual runway with the engine still not running. The engine began to go after that and after it had started up it felt like it wasn't 20 seconds before we were taking off.
I'm not saying this was anywhere near as scary as the previous ones btw but its my only plane experience that has reduced me to shakes and near freakout and screaming at the pilots through the door level.

Also, the next day when returning from our trip (which was shit btw) we landed in wind and rain and landed in a cross wind that made us buffer sideways and was intense (underlined for INTENSENESS). It was the last flight of the day so I got to high five the pilots on a nice landing on the way out.

Are you a girl?