What would you do in my place?

For the record I didn't mean actual violence or even aggression. It's an expression that I was using to mean 'really fucking angry'.

Well in that case I retract my comments. Yes, you're bound to be angry, I remember being a horrible person to be around because of all the misplaced anger.

And that's it, really, it's misplaced. When you're that emotional it's be hard to make the right decision on who to be angry with.