I hate

I am so full of hate I don't even know where to start. I dropped out of my art class. My flat mate decided that even though he doesn't live here (he spends all his time at his boyfriends) he can't change rooms with me which means that, because my room is too small for two, I have to move out. I'm a pathetic artist and a negligible human being and I'm really full of hate with nothing to do about it.

You asked.

Sounds like things just came to a head... don't give up on the art! chances are you feel pathetic because of your expectations and desire to succeed. I go postal when i want to do something and it fails. i am often slapped into line and told to set lower expectations and concentrate on the little wins. I bet your art has improved and you are making progress, just increase the patience and get back on it

As for your flat mate... tuogh one but a change of scene can do wonders