The pain now is modulating - I have moments when I can think about something else - I am trying to figure out what went wrong and to acknowledge my part in it - the most important thing is that I have now set myself a goal - in one years time whenever I think of this woman all want to feel is gratitude for the time we spent together and love - I have a choice now about how I think - remorse and regret - or gratitude for having such an amazing woman in my life - tomorrow morning I am going to start with moots' wallowing hour
The pain now is modulating - I have moments when I can think about something else - I am trying to figure out what went wrong and to acknowledge my part in it - the most important thing is that I have now set myself a goal - in one years time whenever I think of this woman all want to feel is gratitude for the time we spent together and love - I have a choice now about how I think - remorse and regret - or gratitude for having such an amazing woman in my life - tomorrow morning I am going to start with moots' wallowing hour