HTFU.
don't make somebody else responsible for your own happiness.
don't invest emotional energy in somebody who doesn't feel the same way about you.
stop contacting her, it's something she doesn''t want you to do right now (and you are not getting the message)
it's just your primal urges wanting to restore the status quo and demanding what it once had.
ignore that and get rational. drink isn't going to help you do that.
HTFU.
don't make somebody else responsible for your own happiness.
don't invest emotional energy in somebody who doesn't feel the same way about you.
stop contacting her, it's something she doesn''t want you to do right now (and you are not getting the message)
it's just your primal urges wanting to restore the status quo and demanding what it once had.
ignore that and get rational. drink isn't going to help you do that.