This is the thing - once upon the time I'd have drowned my sorrows - now I just got to suck it up and grin and bare it - the hardest part is going back and thinking about all those little signs that things weren't quite right - or the times she said something and that I didn't act on it - I guess we all get a bit complacent - I thought were going to last forever - I really thought that we were that good - I am in total shock - and the pain is just unrelenting
This is the thing - once upon the time I'd have drowned my sorrows - now I just got to suck it up and grin and bare it - the hardest part is going back and thinking about all those little signs that things weren't quite right - or the times she said something and that I didn't act on it - I guess we all get a bit complacent - I thought were going to last forever - I really thought that we were that good - I am in total shock - and the pain is just unrelenting