Don't get me wrong, I still feel anger from time to time, but I've given up 'losing it'.
One day you're wrenching your own soul out and repeatedly slapping the world in the face with it; the next, you're quietly looking at your family's astonishlingly consistent track record in the having-a-massive-stroke-and-dying-before-you-hit-60 department, and deciding to CTFD.
Don't get me wrong, I still feel anger from time to time, but I've given up 'losing it'.
One day you're wrenching your own soul out and repeatedly slapping the world in the face with it; the next, you're quietly looking at your family's astonishlingly consistent track record in the having-a-massive-stroke-and-dying-before-you-hit-60 department, and deciding to CTFD.