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Oh believe me, grinding is the right word. After spending the morning building my new DJ console, I had to stop halfway to force myself to eat, before going out in 40kph winds to work for four hours, come back home, eat some more, then start painting the DJ console...which I'm still doing now. Tomorrow will be much the same.
It might look like I just get on with things on the outside, but I'm still a mess inside...still self harm...still think way too many bad thoughts etc
The good thing is that the reason I haven't done anything 'final' is because I'm determined to actually finish some things in my life before I do. There are things I want to finish, and feel proud of, so until I achieve those things I should hopefully still be around...but I won't pretend I have a single day where I'm actually happy. Some thought always stops that being the case.
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jBola
Excellent, I admire your energy. As I get older, the energy for modern life isn't as strong as it used to be but you're still out there grinding away. Respect.