Owning your own home

So much so that now I get hit with a massive wave of anxiety, verging on panic attack levels, when I'm handing over the money. I'm constantly doubting myself now if I've picked the right person (despite being careful about reviews and experience) or if they've fucked something else up that I couldn't possibly know about. And it feels like the only way to not get shafted, is to learn enough about the job you are paying to have done that you may as well get the cert yourself and DIY it.

I get this too. I start to feel sick every time a new problem crops up which I know I can't fix. There's this kind of anxious dread which comes with phoning around trying to get someone to even take my call. I feel like a little kid trying to be an adult and failing.