I haven't seen my partner (we've been together for over 25 years and counting) for over six months. The only human contact I've had in that time was when Niece #4 headbutted me in the knackers giving me an unauthorised hug. Look on the bright side - could be worse.
It’s not a dilemma really. You just shouldn’t even be thinking about going. It’s that simple. Also, you already know this.