You've not actually explained anything though. You've been called out for having some pretty abhorrent views after posting and saying some pretty abhorrent things, to try and justify this you've posted other people saying different things that you agree with as if that somehow explains it, or you've tried to laugh it off as a joke, or just deleted it. You've been asked some very specific questions and had plenty of opportunity to answer them yourself but have deflected our ignored them, waiting for an easy one to reply to, usually badly anyway. You've also picked some easy things to apologise for, while completely avoiding all the other stuff. The phoning and emailing thing is a distraction, there's already a conversion happening here with room to reply, if you had valid things to say you could say they'd be listened to. Playing the bullying victim is bullshit seeing as you've gone quite over the top with online bullying in other places and most things aimed at you from this corner of the internet are a result of things you've posted and your replies to them. You're not the worse person in the world but you've put yourself into the public realm and done and said some shitty things, people are telling you you've done and said some shitty things and are a shitty person because of that and because you refuse to try and see that. Trying to stop you monetising some of your shitty behaviour seems fine to me unless you do something to show you're attempting to be less shitty.
You've not actually explained anything though. You've been called out for having some pretty abhorrent views after posting and saying some pretty abhorrent things, to try and justify this you've posted other people saying different things that you agree with as if that somehow explains it, or you've tried to laugh it off as a joke, or just deleted it. You've been asked some very specific questions and had plenty of opportunity to answer them yourself but have deflected our ignored them, waiting for an easy one to reply to, usually badly anyway. You've also picked some easy things to apologise for, while completely avoiding all the other stuff. The phoning and emailing thing is a distraction, there's already a conversion happening here with room to reply, if you had valid things to say you could say they'd be listened to. Playing the bullying victim is bullshit seeing as you've gone quite over the top with online bullying in other places and most things aimed at you from this corner of the internet are a result of things you've posted and your replies to them. You're not the worse person in the world but you've put yourself into the public realm and done and said some shitty things, people are telling you you've done and said some shitty things and are a shitty person because of that and because you refuse to try and see that. Trying to stop you monetising some of your shitty behaviour seems fine to me unless you do something to show you're attempting to be less shitty.