Don't scratch without riding cp4, you'll regret it it's amazing. the hotel there is nice too. perfect place for s breather. you've still plenty of time to make the party.
Sad to hear, I know that feeling. I hope you persevere though. If not come back next time and complete what you've started. Your ride so far has been inspiring (as have your posts)
I'm scratching. Physically and mentally broken. Bosnia got to me. Going to stop in Sarajevo.