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Ha. Only in small doses.
Other hobbies similarly only in small doses. I like my job, more or less. I think I often get to this stage in the year and find the job a bit overwhelming but it's hard to see how serious a problem it is. They seem to be doing their best to make doing the job more and more joyless. I'm in HE and there are new metrics coming in that will affect funding, ranking, the "marketisation" of education, and management seem overly keen to use it as another vehicle for more corporate bullshit. OTOH I have two siblings who are doctors and I'm very glad my bad days at work don't involve people dying or having to give bad news to relatives.
So exhausted right now. But don't have a dream/hobby or any desire to go off and do something else. Suppose I've never been ambitious or with direction. But feel like this is getting worse every year and I might need to jump ship... (Also just rambling).