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Not really to be honest, you just get used to being so big that it just becomes normal. I only really noticed the difference a few weeks ago when I was taking out my contact lenses and saw my fingers for the first time in ages. I really freaked out because they didn't look like they belonged to me, was quite discombobulating, like someone else unseen was taking out my lenses.
Well done, 40kg is a lot if you pick it up and try carrying it about. I guess you're noticing the difference day to day.