Frankly, reason tells me, the race is too difficult for me; too much
pressure, too far away, time is too tight, and cost too much money. I
don’t have the ability to reach the finish line.
But by the emotionally side, I believe that I can do it! I imagine the
endless road ride, hungry, tired, unknown, fear…. but I still want to
rely on the only thing I got – willpower to complete the race
You have to want to finish. If you're not racing for a place, that finish line is all that keeps you going. Bastard finish line that keeps moving further away...
She wrote this before she left Taiwan:
That is what has kept her going.