Actually it's not that weird - he was just another product of the sport. Got chewed up and spat out, told the only way he could compete was to dope up to the gills, and then took a long time to get rid of his anger and betrayal towards, presumably, both himself and his sport.
Actually it's not that weird - he was just another product of the sport. Got chewed up and spat out, told the only way he could compete was to dope up to the gills, and then took a long time to get rid of his anger and betrayal towards, presumably, both himself and his sport.