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Well done for going out there. I hate it when you get the "why the fuck am I doing this?" feeling.
I've done a bunch of audax rides very slowly with a partner and it gets to the point where you endup thinking "well I know I /can/ turn the pedals all day, but /why/?". I think that I need to ride them quicker.
I'm wondering what to do next. I did PBP very slowly (but to my timetable, so all good). LEL doesn't massively appeal, I can't get the idea that it is 4 days in the rain on rough roads out of my head.
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Feeling a bit spammy with four posts in a row but I'm glad I did ride on Friday. Great weather, great route and was feeling on form physically. Mentally I struggled with doubt and boredom. Feel a bit locked in with this RRtY challenge. I probably would not have done this ride had it not been for RRtY. Why am I doing it? What does it prove? What do I get at the end of it? All these sorts of questions kept going round and round as I rode.